OK--I'm a little behind from enjoying my rewarding-relaxing Big Island vacation.
Aren't you one of those people in my life that told me when the fear creeps in and we start to doubt our decisions or that we can "do it" that we are just about to make great strides forward and to keep the faith?
Not to say I know what's best for you and your family--The decision will come with crystal clarity whether to stay or go. All the plans already made don't matter at that point-Remember, "It's a brand new day at that point."
Love you Rain--this may all be a moot point by now.
Thank you Jude :)
Yes, when fear creeps in, you can move forward and do it.
Only, this is not about fear. This is about not knowing what we truly want together.
We are talking about where we want to live and raise our children and make a living and what lifestyle we really want... and at what price.
I have to admit it has been a painful and amazingly expansive time. My husband and I are really getting to really know each other and our true values while we put the pieces together. It is amazing at how much you can still learn about each other after 13 years.
As of today, there are no decisions yet. We are just looking at what we would love to do and see if there is a possibility to co-create something new out of what we each love (which is very different) and happily put energy into it for the next few years.
I have faith that with this amazing man and our creative spirits we will design something perfect for us and our family.
Thank you for the opportunity to clarify where we are at.
Blessings to you today.